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Jennaveve the Mysterious Healer from Equin by JennaveveRayenstone
Sariah Snape Recolored by JennaveveRayenstone
Beatrix by JennaveveRayenstone
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Yet again I write with information that has happened over a week or so. My father passed away May 2nd 2015, of cardiac arrest. (Heart attack) My sister had texted me that he had fell to the floor and suddenly stopped breathing, and stopped moving. He was gasping for air a couple times, and my mom tried to give him CPR but it was too late. 

This last week has been non stop planning for the funeral/memorial. I am so tired from all the planning and the stress from that. I'm halfway releaved to actually go back to work on wendsday. Its a pleasant distraction from all the depression i face now that he's gone. But I know he's in a better place. The thing I think about now is how much I am going to miss my father, but inside I knew he was living on borrowed time. He was actually depressed and misrible because he felt my mom didnt love him anymore. My mom was not nice to him at all. They were constantly fighting, and my mom is a different subject all together. But i dont want to talk about her at all. 

I'm just so exausted from last week. I'm hoping this next week i wont burst out in tears thinking about my dad. I just want him to be happy in heaven. Because I know I will see him again! :)
  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: Pandora (Boston Radio)
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Supernatural
  • Playing: Final Fantasy XI
  • Eating: Chocolate T-T
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew
Notice how I always post "life" in my title? Cause I dont really post that often! XD 

Anyways its been going pretty well for me. I was single for a little while, I was actually starting to welcome the single lifestyle, but just in case I could find someone on OK cupid, or Match, or E harmony. (I tried all of them including zoosk omg that was a waste of money) But on OK Cupid I found the winner. 

His name is Micheal Perry. He's from Nampa, but he's moving to Boise because he wants to be closer to his job and his woman (me Lol :D) The time that is coming for him and I to move to the apartment is actually fast aproaching. I plan on moving to the apartment sometime near april. Because actually I work on the 27th, it is a Friday. Although I cannot drop work to move my stuff to the apartment on that day. So I am going to wait till Sunday to move in.

Life's pretty good. I enjoy my work, I feel like I'm actually helping people and I have a man who loves me. I dont have to worry about how my job goes, I try to do my best. Although for my art, since I have life to live, I have not been drawing. Sorry about that! :) I'll try to work on my art more when I move out of my parents house! Which is soon. So I hope you all are happy <3
  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: Ghosts The Mystery Skulls
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Legend of Zelda: Link between Worlds ( ibeatitomg)
  • Eating: nothing, Im going to bed soon
  • Drinking: Water
Happy overpriced, overhyped, overdone, overstupidromance Storebought everything Valentines day. Fuck this holiday :/
Fact is I just don't understand why I am always single on Valentines day. I know its called "Single Awareness Day" for single people. Just let me tell you a story. And yes I do realize that the guy I dated is a huge douche-bag and not very nice.

I met someone through my sister 9 months ago, he broke up with me in early December. Although We met May 28th of last year. He and I had plans to get married and everything. But He had back issues which put a damper on a lot of things. Like romance, or w/e. So he started being meaner than usual. I moved in with him so I could help be a caretaker with his back issues. He was medically discharged from the army because he fell out of an airplane and landed on the ground like a lawn dart (He was in Airborne, knocked himself out, and then landed and screwed up his lower back) But anyways.. I told him at the start of the relationship as well as other guys I've dated "I am not willing to change, if you fall in love with me. You fall in love with me, and accept me for me. I will not change myself at all." 

So Like maybe a month or two of being with him everything was alright, but he starts asking me to change. He wanted me to start changing who i was on the inside, and asked me why I was not successful, etc. (Sorry to be vague) But he was constantly pressuring me to change every aspect of myself.

Needless to say after our first fight, and my unwillingness to change for him; he broke up with me, gave me 3 hours to pack up everything of mine, and I was forced out of his place. Its fair, I understand.

But here's another thing: I had gotten a job in October, so I could afford life. I made a mistake, and put my money in his checking account. He used almost EVERY DIME on his bills, his rent, ect. And anytime I wanted to use any of the money I had earned, he'd get on my case over it..

I fell out of love about 2 months into the relationship. And Now that I've been single for a while, is it safe to find someone after being single for a little while? Or should I wait?

I don't want to seem like a whore, but I have been over him for quite a while. I know Asking here is not gonna help I'm just asking other human beings advice.

Thanks <3
Its been about 3 weeks since my fiancee broke up with me. I'm single yet again. I'm also very sick with a cold at the moment. I had to take a week off from work and I'm coughing up gunk. :( At least my supervisor accepts that I'm sick :P Thank goodness for thoughtful people. 
Yet again I write with information that has happened over a week or so. My father passed away May 2nd 2015, of cardiac arrest. (Heart attack) My sister had texted me that he had fell to the floor and suddenly stopped breathing, and stopped moving. He was gasping for air a couple times, and my mom tried to give him CPR but it was too late. 

This last week has been non stop planning for the funeral/memorial. I am so tired from all the planning and the stress from that. I'm halfway releaved to actually go back to work on wendsday. Its a pleasant distraction from all the depression i face now that he's gone. But I know he's in a better place. The thing I think about now is how much I am going to miss my father, but inside I knew he was living on borrowed time. He was actually depressed and misrible because he felt my mom didnt love him anymore. My mom was not nice to him at all. They were constantly fighting, and my mom is a different subject all together. But i dont want to talk about her at all. 

I'm just so exausted from last week. I'm hoping this next week i wont burst out in tears thinking about my dad. I just want him to be happy in heaven. Because I know I will see him again! :)
  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: Pandora (Boston Radio)
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Supernatural
  • Playing: Final Fantasy XI
  • Eating: Chocolate T-T
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew
Notice how I always post "life" in my title? Cause I dont really post that often! XD 

Anyways its been going pretty well for me. I was single for a little while, I was actually starting to welcome the single lifestyle, but just in case I could find someone on OK cupid, or Match, or E harmony. (I tried all of them including zoosk omg that was a waste of money) But on OK Cupid I found the winner. 

His name is Micheal Perry. He's from Nampa, but he's moving to Boise because he wants to be closer to his job and his woman (me Lol :D) The time that is coming for him and I to move to the apartment is actually fast aproaching. I plan on moving to the apartment sometime near april. Because actually I work on the 27th, it is a Friday. Although I cannot drop work to move my stuff to the apartment on that day. So I am going to wait till Sunday to move in.

Life's pretty good. I enjoy my work, I feel like I'm actually helping people and I have a man who loves me. I dont have to worry about how my job goes, I try to do my best. Although for my art, since I have life to live, I have not been drawing. Sorry about that! :) I'll try to work on my art more when I move out of my parents house! Which is soon. So I hope you all are happy <3
  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: Ghosts The Mystery Skulls
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Legend of Zelda: Link between Worlds ( ibeatitomg)
  • Eating: nothing, Im going to bed soon
  • Drinking: Water

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Jennifer Johnston
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
Current Residence: Boise ID. Living with my BF
Favourite genre of music: Anything cept rap and Hip hop
Favourite photographer: My sister, Christina Johnston
Favourite style of art: Detailed, Elegant, Simple
Operating System: Windows 7, Mavrick for Apple Macbooks
MP3 player of choice: Winamp (RIP Winamp...) Now its Itunes
Wallpaper of choice: The one I have now :D
Skin of choice: The default one that Deviant art just made 8D
Favourite cartoon character: Darkwing Duck
Personal Quote:There's always different variations of what normal means to different people. We all just got to accept everyone for who they are. Maybe the world would be a better place.
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fuckingevilcookie Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the watch!Llama Emoji-05 (Flower Sparkles) [V1] Heart 
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Neko-Kyohaku Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the support~!!
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Onyx-Philomel Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the deviantwatch. :skull:
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Fantalusy Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thank you for the fave and watch ^^
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Pagod7 Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2014
You get your hands on the final fantasy game  "Lightning Returns" yet?

I still need to play the first two in the trilogy, so Ima have to wait. 

At least I'll be able to play the HD remake of X and x2 when it comes out next month. I relaly liked those two. ( haven't finished X2 yet though)
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